Monday, September 26, 2011

When you are working - Eliot Cardinaux

When you are working

Like a child counting hairs upon his father’s chin,
you forget that moment
the losing of the dirt-specked floor
to the round bell of a clock’s pendulum.

The guard that lays his lower lip upon arriving trains
taps your shoulder, looking you over,
passing into darkness.

My soul staggers, the train rambles on,
the mountain wind chasing it through and its concealed shadow
is as loud as wood
when I knock it with my hands.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

If we are held by time (EC)

If we are held by time

If we are held by time,
we are held in humor,
or contempt.
The rocks
are emitting a silent amen.

If we are held by time, and most of us are,
in ravishment, when things are fast
and we are moving,
rapture perhaps, or perhaps, who cares?
Today, I will learn things.
Not by diving long
into them, or by feeling them about my ears
like a warm blush on a late, coming autumn, summer evening,
but by feeling their weight
like stones about me,
and their impenetrable substance
that makes my lack of substance obstinate, and grows later
into things we pass by
on most days, when things are fast
and we are moving.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

The Gift - Eliot Cardinaux


The Gift

Dried corn husks on a summer table,
shown in yellow sunlight
in an echo out of autumn,
the distant pulse of the city throbs,
my headache, longing,
wiling ecstasy of some stranger, pause
to think of it:
Here in my room, the walls laugh.
There in his room,
he laughs at his walls stained with dirt,
and you are filled with some story
about the cause and effect of bodies against each other.

They can soothe that one to sleep
while a whine escapes your lips.
the sunlight fading lightly,
sunrise on your empty pockets, stubborn joy,
and as days pass on to weeks span out like names
drifting out of themselves, forever constant in their vagueness
like dreams, that cannot share themselves.


A Letter - Eliot Cardinaux


A Letter

Wide, short, narrow,
            closed, long.

You said you were close
to that other dimension.

I need a cave with substance
narrow and obtuse –
the Deerfield flooding
captures thieves, apathetic glances.

Is this really a letter about true stories,
Or is it a letter about misconceptions, treatises, lies?

No, it is a letter about one thing.

I need a sun that delegates the mischief from misfortune,
And is it laughter that will hold it up – well,
they call it a drop in the bucket.
If it’s that glad to swallow it, what is your pride in calling them to roost?

The Hilton (EPC)


The Hilton

Two years ago, I was standing outside a nightclub,
across the street from the town square in Northampton,
MA, and an old drunk told me about the Hilton hotel
they were going to build, right there in the middle of
the square.  Two years later, I remembered the story,
sitting on a town square bench, and thought of the
twelve-ton brick of metal squatting there.  I still don’t
know if it was true. 


It is to be large and white
with tourists milling all around it, fallow
decadance. And oh such soft and whiter sheets
as it grows old and dirt
from summer’s lack of shoes
for walking sticks – call it
Metropolitan. (The buses will grow dense).

And old Brigadier General
Pulaski won’t have known,
he’s too tied up in new
revolutionary thinking
as a stone
that sits, a monument –
first waking in the fields there in Elysium
to know his country’s made!
To be swallowed up, and people still are
talking.) Earnesty prides itself too much
on its own man’s thinking.

The square, peopled with benches
is a turning point, to pivot all this
weight, and people trying to make their
turns of it
find themselves turned,
wide-eyed, deer in the headlights, drunk.

But the Hilton will be large and white,
though it is no great metal moth
that spins its silk in loss.

            The tawny brick wing-walls about it
            are tarnished,
                                   not yet fall’n on.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

The Dance - Eliot Cardinaux

The Dance


A view of my shoelace,
widened and clear like a flaxen sun,
bent in the bridge of cool summer.

I have been here,
the rock is rough,
I hear dancing,
smile of another.

I went in the children’s chatter
to where the air feels warm
and waits in pockets
for the dancers’ push.

There my eye widened
on another journey;
I will follow, join the dance,
these fingerprints are mine.

Your invitation
passes like a shadow
whose wings are wide.


Monday, April 4, 2011

Strophes (II) (Eliot Cardinaux)

Strophes (II)

Out in the garden
tramps the sodden hero,
without his way;

the ruddy dawn,
like a drunk,
encompasses him.

Clocks and desks,
white fluorescent light
he tumbles under,
with a slight weight.

No one follows,
but there are dreams,
and a heavy nostalgia,
and a cracked mask.


4/4  '11